You are not beyond repair- God’s grace will meet you anywhere. I always feel comforted to know that ‘we do not have a high priest who is unable to empathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are- yet he did not sin.’ (Hebrews 4v15) As Christmas is a time to celebrate the birth of Jesus, I am reminded of God’s gift of grace to help us in times of need. I no longer see my weaknesses as ‘bad’ but rather I embrace them and allow God to shine his light through them. It is through God that I am strengthened.
Hebrews 4 here: http://bit.ly/1ah6Vq7